im staring at this blank page

trying to fill it with rightful words

the words only you deserve

when i first saw you i felt like i knew we would have this moment

 shy and afraid to embrace the capacity of time

I failed you

right from our start

we exchanged words

and maybe silent...

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today was a good day,
not because anything happened,
but for that fact,
nothing went wrong,
nothing died,
today was a good day

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look at me,
into my eyes,
at the brocken mess inside,
you did this,
no one else
and yet i still love you...

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Daddy put the bottle down,

Why that frown?,

Aren’t we enough for you?,

Do we make you mad?,

Is it us that makes you sad?,

Or is it that drink?,

That devils poison,

I wanna’ make you proud,

I wanna’ make you smile,

Why did you hit her?,

What did she do?,

She only cared for...

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i used to be the girl with no worries,
i used to be the girl who just fit,
i changed,
i have all these problems,
and nobody to tell,
maybe that makes me weak,
i just can't speak out,

i can't be bothered to smile and wave,
i can't be bothered to lie to you all,
i can't be bothered to pretend
...

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