im staring at this blank page
trying to fill it with rightful words
the words only you deserve
when i first saw you i felt like i knew we would have this moment
shy and afraid to embrace the capacity of time
I failed you
right from our start
we exchanged words
and maybe silent laughter
secretly you knew of your intent
and as for me I didn't
the days passed way
and the feelings grew to be fonder
and then one day you asked to take the leap
i wanted to follow
really i did
but i never knew how to show you
more than words or feelings can
not acceptable my words
my feelings
you fell
I tripped
on this thing scared to be the last to say love
how much feeling can my heart withdrawal
from your voice
the sound your heart makes as it beats next to mine
your lips so full of remorse
at all the wrong we've done
and why was it the reason
i can't describe my feeling
for you raw and undescribable
you hurt me but i hunger for more
you say things you know can get to me in this way you only can
but i keep searching for you
through all this mess
this torment we've built for each other
love is the answer i assume
because why would it happen
if our love wasn't to begin to bloom
and maybe i knew all along that my feelings were more than close to vunerable
but for you i allow it
for you i open myself
to the hurt we both allow
because what we have
were to scared to say but
love isn't all that makes us
us
