There is so much to do.
Yet I can do none of it.
I can barely keep my eyes open,
or keep my face lifted.
I slept until late afternoon today.
And all I want to do,
is go back to bed.
Pain only increases,
body and soul.
My heart is weak,
my head is in agony,
and my lungs strain for breath.
The will to live barely clings.
Stubbornly hanging to a few threads.
At times I wake up,
and wish I hadn't.
So I sit here in abject bordem.
For nothing relives my emptiness.
I am a hollow being wrought of misery.