you claimed to be my mother...

you claimed to love me...

you claimed there was no brother...

who could treat me nastily...

you said you would always be there...

you said you would never leave...

you said you would always care...

what reason have you given me to believe...?

you gave me toys...

that is, if you remembered me...

you expected me not to know your ploys...

but I figured them out all too easily...

you gave birth to me...

but you are no mother of mine.

you told me lies...

there was an excuse for everything...

you didn't even know my size...

I didn't have a damn thing...

you did drugs...

you sold yourself, mind, soul and body...

I just wanted hugs...

and to learn to use the potty...

you said I was special...

but how could you ever know...

how that could never be beneficial...

and that because of you, I would soon fall so low...

you gave birth to me...

but you are no mother of mine.