have u ever

have u ever felt so alone but there was people all around.....have u ever wanted to scream but there was no sound .....have u ever wanted to go home but were already there,have u ever shared ur heart but no one seemed to care...have ever cried but were out of tears......have u ever prayed but only out of fears....have u ever smiled but only to hide real emotions...have u ever loved with real devotion...have u ever wondered what life would be with out u...have u ever wondered what ur loved ones would do...have u ever wanted to end it all but was afraid of hell...have u ever had secretes u were afraid to tell