Thinking you're so kind because you dont walk away
you wait around and talk and text and call and "try"
but I wish you would.
I really really do.
Instead you stay and manipulate and hurt and make tears.
Make me guilty for speaking, for doing other things
for causing you sadness, for not replying to you.
Stop twisting and changing and ignoring what I say.
You never listen to what I say.
You don't listen to what I want, what I don't want
What I think, what I feel, what I want to change.
I have feelings and opinions and thoughts and I know you do too
and I try to be careful to protect and listen to them
and compromise and work it out,
but its your way or no way
and your way hurts.
All I ever did for you was try my hardest
and when was it ever easy??
I had problems and worries and sadness already
My granddad died and you were there..
for a week.......
And then we returned to verse 1 and 2.
How can I look after all my problems and you,
when you are creating more problems to my already present list.
I wanted to be your friend and be there for you
But you'll never be anything but heartache to me.