waste of time

Its just as well you walk away from me
In your own sweet time and failed romance greets you
Knowing every time I looked in to those selfish eyes
That we wouldn’t ever be claimed as forever not more than a few seconds
You never loved me the way I loved you
I blame myself for this treacherous path we choose to walk upon
Love is unfurled uncomplicated
Those things that we can’t attain with the sunshine of our love’s passing
If I was the woman the mistress you dreamt of would love be different
Would you care about me on a level measured by the stars above
Would you shout from the rooftops the feelings you have
Ravage the beast within your soul
So that I would know you would never want to let me go
Or would it be the same old song playing in your heart
Fear of the unknown creature who sneaks up on you  when your not guarded
That monster with a look in her eyes
Deceitful and needing to be laid to rest
I never knew the doubt you had inside your mind
your voice honestly told the story
Of when we had love and it’s wonderful glory
But now it’s just a deep sadness
A big void you caused inside my mind
My thoughts all conquer your defeat
Push up the daises the same old game
Keep talking all your words they will always be the same
You won’t ever be in love with who I am
I can’t expect you to have a love
If it isn’t present
Waste of time
Isn’t that what this has been