read the zodiac
says im going to put my emotions
in simple yet solid utter
in words i will surely remember
nay, not today in mind no other matter
but as i looked into myself
my emotions need to be heard
it was like an everlasting one sided romance
for years and years waited for a chance
for years and years silently loving this man
for years and years witnessed the fun
for years and years listened to the plans
in my face i witnessed
twice silver rings from the finger removed
each ring engraved in my mind
like a maze and lines
those were the hurting designs
of those two engagement silver rings
in the finger of my beloved
it was like waiting forever
of how everything will end
of how the stories of the silver rings
will give pleasure to the one
i prayed to my God
can i be the one
to wear the ring of gold
and fill in the loneliness
of the ring-emptied-finger
of the one long loved
it was like an answered prayer
everything went fine
everything went perfect
dates and plans were made
house and travels were arranged
vacation and holiday was set
to a place were lovers can melt
the finger is happy once again
the silver ring came shining
for the third and final time
i witnessed in my face
the one that i love so dearly
will have his vows finally
in years and years of waiting
in years and years of praying
in years and years of yearning
at last my prayer came to an end
as answer is being said
my dearly beloved--so so beloved
will soon be united
the story of the ringed finger will end
for eternally and forever it will be
part of my beloved's existence
and forever an etched to my heart
i may drown in ocean blue
but no prince will come to save me
i hope somebody can feel the real pain
in my face my beloved will be
my God forgive me but i envy the girl he married.
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passerby_anduling
