i thought life with you will be simply happy,
even though i know, it will never be you and me
i accepted the fact that this sweet memory,
will only stay at this instance while you are still free,
but my baby, you will still say good bye to me.
i tried to see things as if tomorrow will not come,
i tried to imagine life only now at this happy times,
i tried to keep away from the thought that you will be,
along with her in the aisle to say "i do's"
and start to make your dreams come true.
i am so tired of all these nonsense,
my being so ridiculous and blind,
i cannot see the reality
that you and me , will never be
the root and vine of one happy family tree.
who can help me out from my crazy world,
who can lift me up from my drowning sea,
who can tell me the fact that this guy is not for me,
who can let me feel the sense of self worth,
who can love me like i want to be.
can you please help me?
and oh, please hurry.
i might lost in the way and you can't find me.
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passerby_anduling
