how it hurts.

I hate the way you hurt me

It still makes me sick

I hate the way you choose to love me

Sometimes you still have to pick

I hate the way you changed my life

Although it wasn’t for the best

I hate the way you destroyed your wife

It didn’t matter to the rest

I hate I can’t trust you

And I probably never will

I hate how you aren’t around

You don’t know how that makes me feel

I can’t believe it was a must

That night you didn’t choose

Sometimes I wonder why

You couldn’t control your lust

I hate it how you can talk to her

But never think of me

That day is not yet a blur

And it will never be

I hate it how you don’t know

How your mistake still makes me mad

Sometimes you don’t understand

How it makes me truly sad.