h's poem

do i know better than to listen to your gentle whisper the sweet words you say are words just words at the end of the day? confused by your approach numb to this all cause when you hurt me i'm gonna fall bleed almost like the human i am caught in this fantasy of happiness you paint if you don't betray me I just might faint i want to blindly trust you but I'm afraid I will lay down in the lover's bed you made enjoy the smile you keep on my face ignore the mad thoughts and try to erase this doubt maybe your the man I'm supposed to discover what love is really about .. with..