expressing emotions

walking to and fro

nervous body and sweating hands

heart beating too fast

anticipation cannot be suppressed

 

wanting to call you

but having this second thought

you might not answer,

you might not recognize me either

 

my body begins to shiver

as sweat in my forehead flows like a river

my cold hands are shaking

as i picked up the receiver

i must decide now or never

for i think this time you have to know

that my heart is a pleader

 

pulling all the last strength my body has

organizing my thoughts on how to speak to you at last

my knees are getting weaker by the second

but i have to decide at this instant

come on! i have to make this for once

call you and tell you that i miss you so much

 

having all the strength gathered 

voice tuned into a pitch as if i'm not bothered

with all the might and prayers

i will tell you now that i love you so much

 

suddenly i realized,

even how eagerly earnestly i want

everything is impossible

for i  DON'T HAVE your number,

even a digit of one! 

 

m2b 

 

 

__________

passerby_anduling

 


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