Ever get that feel that won't go away? You met someone and their face haunts you. You can't put in words how you feel. Alternatively, maybe just to scared. You subside all your feeling, which you become died to the touch and feel. Your thoughts no longer flow. They just stop in midstream and folk in the road. Worst thing is you losing your imagination. You met someone who brings a piece of you out. Apiece you shove away from the rest of the world. Only in fear or embarrassment of others ignorance. Once you start to remember, they walk out, which seems like forever... sometimes is. You get that lump in your throat. It's so hard to breath. To the point of crying, but you can't shed one lonely tear. You met them for a reason. Reason might be unknown. Your heart might yearn, yet its remains ice cold. You're selfish with your reasoning. A past you can't get through. Not everyone is out for you baby,... your time is coming soon. What you do for them to be back. So many, long, lone, heinous miles from home. Morning to night. Nights to days. Days to weeks. Weeks to months. Knowing when they get back you won't be home. Knowing when you see their face again, you go into your isolated world. Shutting down like y2k. Thinking that not allowing anyone in only saves you from the hurt. When really the pain is unbearable. You have nothing to say because you're so insane that you can't even talk to yourself. Your soul gave up.
