As I gazed naked into the mirror
I felt
the betrayal of my best friend
who had divulged my deepest secrets
and cynically snickered before my eyes,
the eye that the crows have come to rest on
leaving reminders with the imprints of their feet
Reminders, that I am no longer and young beautiful girl
I have become an attractive middle aged woman.
It is not that I did not anticipate the transistion
but it all seemed so sudden.
As I gazed into the mirroe
I came to the realization that
the woman possessed more knowledge, kindness and deeper sense of herself
than the girl.
At that moment, I smiled
affectionately kissing
the girl good-bye.
While passionately embracing the woman.
Lynne 1997