The feeling of a good decision made...

...Then at last with one decision well made everything gone wrong turns right,
my eyes sparkle with light and replaces the darkness rest in me for long,
my tongue realizes the sweetness and bitterness
of all it has touched as my heart wipes off the tears I have poured on him
My blood isn't boiling up,
it won't give me the cold hurting chills anymore
my veins won't grow large
my head won't ache me any longer
am not glad of the pain I went through
but for the good results
and the fact that it wasn't in vain.
this isn't gonna make me love life or the world
it will make me learn to live in it and with it
be fair with nature and people
have control over things around me