I hate the world a while
then I love the world another while
Its not my will I was born
Its just my will to stay alive till the day I drop
and my corpse is carried away in a casket
To a place I have no say over.
in my tortured moments I curse everything, everyone around me
and in my Better moments I bless everything, everyone around me
Only if everything, everyone around me had no emotions
then my attitude won't be a problem.
But I have been made to believe everyone is like me, me hates somethings I do
So my consiense messes my brain over guilty things I've done.
Sometimes When I hear the news of Death
My mind can only wonder what happens after this earth
that has squeezed my tears out so many times
My fear then turns away from the pain here on earth
to how worse it can be when am out to a new world
My thoughts go deeper and I snap out beofre I loose my brains
My religion teaches me to think positive
My religion says there is a better life after this weary life
Hope and faith keeps us alive and going
The religious Believes gives me hope and Faith
What is there to loose in believing
Better believing than not believing and wishing to have.
I wish everyone would just make up and hug
I won't make up and hug some people myself
I can't expect much results from my wishes
Its a shame I know but look in the mirror alone
the guy u see is no much different from me.
I hate to be Idle
It gets me digging into the mysteries of life
I love to be active
It gets me off thoughts that will get me crazy
I would ask mum my crazy questions but she would say,
those questions are better left Rhetorical
or, Son, Those thoughts will get u crazy. lol
There is nothing to get worried or worked up over
wat will happen will happen
just as I was born without my will
I can only stay alive
Survival of the fittest and wait to drop and
and my casket carried away to a place I have no say over.
And if my religion be true I'll hear the angelic welcome songs of a new world
in this world I made my own sounds as I was born
In the next world I pray a DJ is employed to do that for me. lol
