Dispirit

Everyone says you are quite amazing
Now that you clean as a king,  
I stare back at them with undisguised
Obnoxiousness
The intensity of fear grips my likeliness
Of remaining here forever,
Oblivion and the state of rest
Running together, forward providence
The peacefulness of obscurity
Drowns any thoughts of wayward pity
A debacle of death
Those understandable that remain behind
With hypocritical statements and fallacious love
Will feed the famine of love not found.